Thursday, April 05, 2012

gecen yillar ona pek de iyi davranmamistir*

*zor olum 4 - turkce film ozetinden.

konumuz sinead o'connor. kendisini ilk olarak nothing compares 2 U adli korkunc imlali (sonra to B falan da yazdi) sarkisi ve sacsiz kafasiyla tanimistik. kadinin sesi guzel. sonradan cranberries ve surekasi ile alisacagimiz ama o zamanlar pek yaygin olmayan irlanda ballad vokalleriyle gonullere taht kurmustu. bir de galiba kel ve boynu bukuk olusuyla. ekrana gozlerini kocaman kocaman acip "benzemez kimse sana" diye agliyordu; bagrimiza bastik, cunku huzun ki, etc. etc. sonra papa'nin resmini live tv'de yirtmasi, irish orthodox church tarafindan rahip (rahibe degil) olarak kutsanmasi, olaylar olaylar.

-intermission-

sene 2012 ve sinead o'connor bitmis beyler. yaptigim arastirmanin neticesini sunuyorum:



80'lerin sonu - 90'larin basi itibariyle taniyip sevdigimiz winona ryder surumlu sinead.
dovmelerinden tanidik.





peki ben buraya nereden geldim? kendisinin 1988 tarihli albumu the lion and the cobra'da (o zamanlar crouching tiger, hidden dragon yoktu; isim orijinal beyler) 6. sirada yer alan troy adli sarkisini kisa araliklarla dinliyorum.




2000'lerin basinda, simdilerde dj baryam olarak bazi bazi salilari sallayan ugur, -buraya dikkat- ICQ FILE TRANSFER ILE bu sarkiyi romans.mp3 kod adi altinda yollamisti. simdi hatirlayamadigim bir remix'i olsa gerek, cunku bu dicey tayfasi remix islerini cok seviyor. ben su siralar duz dinliyorum. sarki super. lirikler, ee, lirik. bunun videosu da var midir diye bakayim dedim, var. ama turu pismanlik verici. yine de ben 80'lerin video klipleriyle yuzlesmeye hazirim diyenler icin surada.

mukemmel bir insan oldugum (ve bir milyon karma puanina ihtiyac duydugum) icin tumblr'a da kendi ellerimle convert ettigim, doktordan az kullanilmis album kaydini koydum.

simdi, bu tek blog post'ta tam UC dev hizmet iceren yaziyi sarki sozlerini de paylasarak tamamliyorum. bu sefer highlight yok; sarki kendi kendinin highlight'i.


Troy (atiyla meshur antik bir kentimiz)

I'll remember it
And Dublin in a rainstorm
And sitting in the long grass in summer
Keeping warm
I'll remember it
Every restless night
We were so young then
We thought that everything
We could possibly do was right
Then we moved
Stolen from our very eyes
And I wondered where you went to
Tell me when did the light die

You will rise
You'll return
The phoenix from the flame
You will learn
You will rise
You'll return
Being what you are
There is no other Troy
For you to burn

And I never meant to hurt you
I swear I didn't mean
Those things I said
I never meant to do that to you
Next time I'll keep my hands to myself instead
Oh, does she love you
What do you want to do?
Does she need you like I do?
Do you love her?
Is she good for you?
Does she hold you like I do?
Do you want me?
Should I leave?
I know you're always telling me
That you love me
Just sometimes I wonder
If I should believe
Oh, I love you
God, I love you
I'd kill a dragon for you
I'll die

But I will rise
And I will return
The Phoenix from the flame
I have learned
I will rise
And you'll see me return
Being what I am
There is no other Troy
For me to burn

And you should've left the light on
You should've left the light on
Then I wouldn't have tried
And you'd never have known
And I wouldn't have pulled you tighter
No I wouldn't have pulled you close
I wouldn't have screamed
No I can't let you go
And the door wasn't closed
No I wouldn't have pulled you to me
No I wouldn't have kissed your face
You wouldn't have begged me to hold you
If we hadn't been there in the first place
Ah but I know you wanted me to be there oh oh
Every look that you threw told me so
But you should've left the light on
You should've left the light on
And the flames burned away
But you're still spitting fire
Make no difference what you say
You're still a liar
You're still a liar
You're still a lawyer*

*evet, gercekten lawyer diyor. ben edebi sanatlarda bir dunya lideri oldugumdan ne demek istedigini anladim (kapali istiare var), isteyenler tecahul-i arif'e siginabilir.

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